Shirdi, the shrine of Sai Baba has always been closest to me. As a kid my dad used to take us to shirdi, once, every month. I always believed that Shirdi is my second home.
All the people who know me know that I am a ‘Chai’ person more than a coffee person. I feel like a cheater when I enjoy a good cup of coffee. It’s like I am betraying chai, it is worse than cheating on your lover.
What do I do, that is so stressful, you might wonder?Continue reading “3 Alarming Signs that you are in Stress”
We all strive to be a better version of ourselves. Let that be personally or professionally. We all want the world to appreciate us for who we are and what we have achieved in our life. Many will say that they don’t need any approval from others in order to feel better for themselves. Agreed, but no one can deny the fact that everyone likes it when they get a compliment or appreciation. Whether they accept it or not, but the feeling is always good.
I am very proud of my heritage. This post is a personal confession of a Bengali girl (that’s me) who is not from West Bengal. It shouldn’t and will not relate to every other person.Continue reading “Confession of a Bengali girl from Mumbai”
I blog about my personal life, as if no one is reading them. I am well aware that a huge chunk of you already know about my love life (non-existent), family life (too existent) and the fact that I have a super small circle of friend (note down the singular used here, it isn’t a grammatical error, I have ONE FRIEND). Continue reading “10 things you probably don’t know about me”
Wishing you all a happy new year and make sure it’s an awesome one.
I don’t like making resolutions, as I suck at it, but I am trying to turn my life over from now on.
What is it that you’re up to?
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It ain’t easy to be a BPO employee. All those who think that BPO employee do NOTHING, please take my job for a day and you’ll realize all the pain we go through.
The pain of giving customer service
The pain of keeping the Quality team happy.
The pain of listening to the Management and your team.
Lastly, the the pain of stressing yourself too much for work.
In 2018, I plan to give an EFF about the whole ‘keep everyone happy’ Funda and make just one person happy – myself!
Sorry guys for the out of nowhere ranting post, but had to put it out somewhere before the year ends.
On that note, happy weekend to all of you!!
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It is a Wednesday morning and I woke up early with a bad rahther worst tummy pain. It could be because of the excessive dinner I had or maybe the extra Christmas treats, I have been secretly having. Either way, this tummy isn’t going to let me sleep.
Someone on Facebook, recently asked me, “Why did you even start blogging at the first place?” Now with the upset tummy and no sleep, I decided to write about this.
Disclaimer: This is a SUPER LONG Post!!!Continue reading “Why did I begin blogging?”
Maya was low and missed something in her life. It wasn’t a new experience for her to feel low and depressed. The switch in her brain flipped on and off, on its own.
She was on her phone and she knew her girl best friend is currently busy sorting out her own messy life and didn’t want to bring her down with her own emotions. These were the days she missed that one person. This person was barely a friend when she met him. She liked his aura and was friends with him when she was pretty young.
He wasn’t so much of a love interest, but she has had feelings for him. These feelings over powered the feelings she had for all her boyfriends. Maya didn’t want to spoil her friendship with this guy for a random crush she has on him.
Days like these when she felt low, depressed and blue, all she wanted was a chat with him. He wasn’t available for her in person because he is a ‘Mystery man’. He was the one who disappeared in the crowd of the city, but was always looking out for her.
Maya picked up her phone and searched for his name on Facebook and messaged him, “Hey”. She expected to hear from him soon, but she knew deep inside, he wouldn’t reply. She still wanted to talk to him and tell him everything she was feeling at the time.
She scrolled up on the messenger and read their chats from one year ago and smiled. He was right, he always made her smile. She also knew that he is sitting somewhere reading all of her Facebook posts and blog posts.
Maya smiled and she thanked her silent best friend who was out there somewhere and helped her to get out of her depression, even when he is not around.
This story is dedicated to a very special friend of mine and if you are reading this, “Could you just get back in touch??? I kind of miss you, terribly at times!”
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Not that I haven’t spammed your Instagram wall with my weekend posts. But here are some pictures from the weekend for all those who are not following me on INSTAGRAM, for some weird reason!
So, I did manage to get my eyebrows done! Phew! It totally feels good to look like a human, again!
I also had a great time with my mom eating crabs and drinking chilled beer!
I did a little window shopping and some actual shopping!
I also cheated a little and had ice cream and rice!
Tell me in the comments below about your weekend!
Also, comeon just follow me on Instagram now @chaoticsoulzzz
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It is almost 2018! I don’t understand how that is even possible. Continue reading “Things I Didn’t Do This Year”
People like me (The Lost Soul) and my BFF (The Chaoticsoulzzz) who have a 5-days work schedule tend to go through a typical pattern every week. On every weekend we think that the next week is going to be different; however, to our utter disappointment it turns out to the exact same no matter what we do or not.
Living with depression is not as easy as we think it is. In India, depression is not something people talk about. It, like every other psychological disorder is treated and talked about in a closed room and a hushed voice. Depression is not something that can be easily diagnosed. There are symptoms but seeking professional help is the way to go forward with it.
Women are generally compared to being the one who needs anger management. Some women are short tempered and that’s absolutely fine.
It isn’t safe to be without a job.
It isn’t safe to be in a job that brings out the worse in you.
“I am fine!” she said when all of them asked her about the incident that happened at work. Maya wasn’t fine, not a dime!
“Making up stories”, is something that is been looked at as a wrong deed. If a guy makes up stories, that doesn’t hurt a being but makes them feel good is that really a bad thing?
There are times when I have this feeling, that I am a part of someone’s story who dislikes my character so much, that they have decided not to give me any happy days.
Getting up every morning and following the exact same routine can get onto your head. Every morning, I have this feeling of emptiness in me that prolongs till I come back home.
Honestly, even after coming back home from work, the emptiness stays. Lately, I haven’t been spending a lot of time talking to my best friend or doing the things I do.
Exhaustion is the major reason for all of this.
Is it the physical exhaustion that’s taking over my life or is it the emotional exhaustion?
I have tried to start blogging, however every effort fails. I have been so sluggish and passive lately that my best friend thinks ‘I am ignoring her!’
I really wish I was like before, active in chatting, posting on social media but something is certainly holding me back.
Let’s give some more thought to that and let’s begin – Another Day!
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