I am sure apologizing won’t really make up for me been going missing on this blog.

The reason is simple – Time Management. I simply don’t understand how people manage time and post daily. Honestly, I have a lot of time when I reach home, but I am tired and I lay down with my phone and I don’t even chat with my BFF (she often gets angry) but I can’t really help. I just need to lay down scroll down my Facebook wall and go to sleep.

Anyway, I am here today with a random post which is technically a result of a random thought that made me walk up to the laptop to type this.

Why do I fall for the same kind… every effing time?

Don’t consider this as a negative statement or self-loathing thoughts. I love myself and hence, I am effing worried! I have this type of men, I fall for and then I cry. Wow!

This is not the good boy types. I might as well reject guys for being good. They just don’t trigger the right cord. You feel me?

The types I fall for are the ones who love the grass, are rude, difficult to get, looks shabby (my heart finds it hot) and will definitely break my heart. I don’t understand why I am so difficult. I want a bad boy and then complain, why this guy is so bad!!!

I am single because of my fault. My fault was I gave my 100% and when he stopped trying; I complained that he stopped trying. I wanted him to pretend that he is trying and I would have extended the relationship for another 100 years.

I know, I sound like a disturbed person at the moment, who has no self-respect, but I am sure there is someone reading this who would understand what I am saying.

Anyway, I am signing off to sleep for my evening shift. See y’all soon.

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Written by Chaotic Soul

Ashmita Chatterjee is a Creative Writer/Blogger from Mumbai. She is an Enthusiast, Straight Forward girl who has found joy in Writing Blogs. Ashmita is a Loud Creator of Amazing Blogs, Short Stories and Erotica at Chaoticsoulzzz! She started her blog in 2011. When Ashmita is not being very busy, she can be found Writing, Reading, Eating, or Recklessly Travelling with her loved ones. She is known by the name of @chaoticsoulzzz on her Twitter and Instagram.

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