Hello All,

Welcome to my A to Z April Challenge, 2016 – Day 24: X

Theme: Relationship

Summary: X’s at times can be a little strange but really close to your heart.

Honestly, I am late because I forgot. But I am writing it now and posting it too. I know it could be a day’s miss, but I know I am posting it and I want to believe that I complete at least one thing, that I’ve started.

It was difficult thinking about a title starting with X. I wandered and wondered a lot and finally came up with this title. Yes! I know I need to get over all these things, but it is a little difficult.

SO today I am going to write about 2 X’s of my life.

X-Boyfriend and X-Company

Let’s start with my X-Boyfriend. Let’s name him X. X and I met almost 3 years ago from now. We dated for only 2 years and some months of fights and break ups and makeup’s. However, what I had with him was very special. He was the first love of my life. That’s right! I had a lot of crushes and severe crushes too, but X was one guy I could talk to about anything (after my best friend, of course!)

I am a foodie and so is he. X and I had the best of memories in the restaurants, eating. We have travelled a lot together. There’s something about me, very few people know – I can’t eat a burger on a date. I find burgers messy but I love them a lot. But whenever I have been on a date, I would prefer a wrap or something else that isn’t as messy as a burger. But when I was with X, I never thought about it. We used order burgers almost every time we were together.

I am a little above the average, when it comes to my health. I have had issues about my health, but I couldn’t quit eating, unless I was on some pills. I can’t quit eating, I love eating. X had one of those bodies, that weren’t too toned but not flabby too. He was actually a complete opposite of me. However, he never made me feel bad about my body or the way I look (though I look absolutely phenomenal).

I don’t have a group of friends. I have only one friend and that is my best friend ‘S’. I am not a people’s person. I can’t connect to people when they are emotional. I can’t connect to people unless they are my readers. But with X, I connected with him and surprisingly, he connected with me too.

Most of the people, who are a part of my life and know that I and X are no more seeing each other, always ask me, “Big Deal! It was just 2 years…!” I know it as just 2 years, but in two years, I have lived my lifetime with X. It may sound very dramatic, but I was in love with him and I don’t know how to love anyone else anymore.

Now, X-Company is a little twisted. I worked for 4-5 companies till date. They all are my ex-companies, but the X-Company is a little special. The company where I worked for almost 3 years helped me grow. X Company let me see the professional side of me. It helped me become a leader that I am today. This company strengthen my friendship with my best friend. X Company is the company that hurt me too. It left a scar on my image. But it also made me fall in love for the first time in my life.

I don’t love my X Company anymore, but I can’t hate it too.

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Written by Chaotic Soul

Ashmita Chatterjee is a Creative Writer/Blogger from Mumbai. She is an Enthusiast, Straight Forward girl who has found joy in Writing Blogs. Ashmita is a Loud Creator of Amazing Blogs, Short Stories and Erotica at Chaoticsoulzzz! She started her blog in 2011. When Ashmita is not being very busy, she can be found Writing, Reading, Eating, or Recklessly Travelling with her loved ones. She is known by the name of @chaoticsoulzzz on her Twitter and Instagram.


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