Today I was talking to a colleague in the company’s transport, and she told me that it’s difficult to forget your first love! I agreed with her. She then asked me if I have ever been in love. I told her the truth. I then told her, “never been in love but had many crushes’ and for me even forgetting those crushes is difficult.” The female looked at me and smiled. I decided to smile back and look out of the window and concentrate on the song playing on the radio.
I remember my mom telling me once something of this sort: ‘there is never nothing known as CRUSH – it’s either that you are attracted to someone or you are not.’ And the moment I reached home this morning and saw my mom in the kitchen I asked her, “ma you had once said na that there’s nothing known as CRUSH its just attraction or no attraction?” she looked at me and nodded. I then continued to ask her if its possible that I was in love with all the guys I have had crush on or was attracted to? She looked at me and asked me what’s the matter. To which I didn’t say anything and just said, nothing. She didn’t ask me anything further.
Now many might think why did I ask such a question? Well, every time I have a crush, my life becomes musical, I start getting ready and make sure to select a proper dress for everyday, I dedicate a time to to that crush’. Now all these are the symptoms of LOVE! But the problem is, I feel the same for all my crushes. Which technically means that I am in love with almost three of them because I technically have 3 big crushes of lifetime! Actually make that four. But I had the same feeling for everyone. This feeling is the LOVE feeling I guess… or maybe I have never been in love and this is just the attraction or crush feeling! But its difficult for me to forget all of them.
Big Deal! Anyway, this post is a result of sleepy eyes and a tired hand. I will now eat my Maggi Noodles and then take off into the world of dreams!
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