Finally its just 7 days away. A week!!! Wow… the lovers out there must be so excited. I remember, when I was in college we used to have something called as chocolate day, rose day, propose day, teddy day, promise day blah-blah-blah!!! I used to look at lovers in my college and wonder, “How??? How can people think all this is TRUE???” I was a love fan then as well, but was in my senses even then as to there is nothing called as LOVE… it’s all nothing but Lust or Attraction. I knew what Shah Rukh han and Richard Gere are showing in their movies are just flowery things.


In reality, if you don’t see your lover for more than a week, you send them a mail saying: “if you don’t care for me anymore then why to be in a false relationship!!!” and this mail would end with: “Take care, regards, and blah-blah!!!” In my teenage, girls of my age read ‘Cinderella, Snow-white, Rapunzel and other lovely fairy tales…’ while I used to read Mills and Boons. Not ashamed of accepting the Truth, that I loved reading it. It had passion, lust, and the so called LOVE with a happy ending. The only difference between those girls and girls like me was – they thought the books they read was true (they were wrong!!!) and I thought that the book I read was False (I was partly wrong), because Mills and boons is full of Lust, Passion and love-making while it also had something called LOVE. I thought nothing of this is true, but realized later that only the love thing is not true rest all the Three – Lust, Passion and love-making are the only thing that exists. Diamonds don’t fascinate me, but yes chocolates does. well a dialogue from the movie ‘How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days‘ – “a woman in lust wants chocolate, a woman in love wants diamonds.” yeah in my case, i admit that i love chocolates!!! 😉


Wouldn’t lie but yes in the early years when I was in my 10th grade or so, I used to wish silently that one day a prince charming would come and say that he loves me and marry me, but now you know what I think!!! I hope you’ve guessed it, even if you haven’t, I can’t say it here on WordPress!!! 😉

Saw in a movie where they say: “to know whom you love, just close your eyes and you’ll be able to see the one you love.” Confession – I tried doing it but again it was a mishap… I could see a slide-show of guys in my life, from the dead to the alive, everyone!!! This option was cancelled for me. I say I love you to many people in my life – my friends, my family, my sweetheart friends, my mobile, my computer etc… when people say that you can say I Love You- the golden words only to one person in your life, I feel embarrassed because I have said it to so many people. I have even said I Love You to my biggest enemy…


At times I feel I am special because I don’t feel the special bonding with anyone. I am not unlucky for sure because I have got so many other options like my crushes, my guy friends, my guy best friend… I can always look at them and flirt a bit with them. After looking at people who cry after falling in love, I feel sad for them and I don’t want people to feel sad for me, so no Valentine’s Day form e with my Lover or sweetheart but yes I would certainly celebrate this day with my special one – that’s me!!! Planning to buy myself something good and pamper myself.

Well, eagerly waiting for 14th Feb, 2012…

Written by Chaotic Soul

Ashmita Chatterjee is a Creative Writer/Blogger from Mumbai. She is an Enthusiast, Straight Forward girl who has found joy in Writing Blogs. Ashmita is a Loud Creator of Amazing Blogs, Short Stories and Erotica at Chaoticsoulzzz! She started her blog in 2011. When Ashmita is not being very busy, she can be found Writing, Reading, Eating, or Recklessly Travelling with her loved ones. She is known by the name of @chaoticsoulzzz on her Twitter and Instagram.


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