One sided love is very common… there are people who love the other but are too scared of denial and hence don’t confess their feelings… its not only girls who have one sided love but also boys… at times they just are scared of denial at times they are just waiting for the other one to come and say it to them… there can be ample of reasons for one sided love…
Well this time its not about me but its Maya once again… time passed by and Maya went through a lot of things… things that I’ll mention later… Maya often falls in and out of love… not that she was too desperate but just that she wanted to know the feeling of being in love totally… maya needs attention and affection… she needs her space but also needs a pair of eyes that would be on her…
Maya is a bit weird… well maya is there in every girl reading this blog and every boy reading this blog might feel wish they could have a girl like Maya… May is not an imagination its about all the girls I know… well maya met a new person who is again too sweet and cute to be true…
Though maya started liking this guy but her best friend also liked him and hence Maya stepped aback… she was helping her friend to win over the guy but later they both realised that the guy liked Maya… she was stunned and surprised… so her friend this time stepped back…
Maya didn’t wanted to be in anything known as a RELATIONSHIP nor did she wanted to love someone again… as she knows it very well that how unlucky she is love…. Well maya behaved dispassionate when it came to this guy… but she couldn’t miss his stares… they both started talking and became good friends…
But as we all know that maya is very very very unlucky with love and relationships so once again maya was left all alone… what happened with the guy is something that maya hasn’t figured out as well… she doesn’t know what went wrong between the two but she was sure it was HER FAULT… maya was so sure now that love is not for her… she is too bad when it comes to relationships… walking on a beach with her loved one and holding hands is something that maya has always dreamed of…
Well being Autophobia is not that easy… the fear of being all alone is something that can be dreadful… it can kill a person from within… and this is what it is doing to Maya… she has stopped believing in the word LOVE… everytime she starts liking someone that person has to leave her…
But at the moment Maya is busy with different things in life… she is enjoying her life to the fullest but still in the back of her mind she thinks about everything…
Well I am so excited with writing more about Maya… just wait for more of Maya in my blogs now… will dedicate most of my blogs to and for Maya…
The Chaotic Soul 
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