The people who are close to me know it very well that I have a phobia of commitments… whenever I think of any commitment it feels weird… maybe because I know that whoever I love has to leave me at the end of the day… and that’s the only reason why I have been kept running of commitments…
I have had bad experiences in friendship… rather I should call it WORST experiences… and I never wanted such experiences when it came to LOVE or RELATIONSHIPS… I have had crushes since I was 15 maybe… but I have never been into any relationship ever… once I had the feeling that maybe I am in love with a person but then I realized that crushes are just meant to be crushed…
The definition of LOVE is different for everyone for me it is simply a person who would be important to me as my family and career… if I get such a person I will know that I am in love…
LOVE is actually never meant to be together… well LOVE is together eternally and not necessarily in physical status… imagine what would have been the ending of TITANIC if Jack and Rose were together… it wouldn’t be the most loved movie… imagine if Romeo and Juliet married instead of going apart… it wouldn’t have been the epic love story…
Well I know many people wouldn’t agree to this thought of mine but what I believe is if you love someone truly then even if your love is not with you anymore you can always keep it eternal…
Well I am no one to judge love or relationships because I am the person who runs away from commitments… loving someone is going to hurt me in the end of the day… but that pain of the hurt will be good… so even I want to be in love but all loves are not meant to be together…
And for now I am happy with the crushes I have and the admirers I get… also my romantic novels are there to take care of me…. So till then people-
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